Slice and Dice- The Circumcision Debate. The Dark Side NO ONE Knows

Circumcision has long been a tradition in many societies and religions. The origins of the practice are unknown. It probably has evolved independently several times in human history, with no one society being the cultural source.

I was personally circumcised when I was 11. I had severe bladder damage from being paralyzed and it was done to help reduce UTIs. It did. But I soon completely recovered my bladder function but at the time, no one knew for sure.

The Dark Side  to me isn't that I was circumcised, I am proud I was cut, and circumcision helps protect against HIV (which I will go into detail later). But the dark side started when I met a friend on facebook. We are going to call this friend Preston Dennis (that was the first name I got on a random name generator). Preston is uncut.

Preston has just be on a crusade about how disgusting circumcision is. But he is so hateful. All his propaganda is just thinly veiled elitism. All he would say is how we are ruining men's lives, and cut men are victims of the pro-mutilating lobby. He always says a man's life is destroyed when they're cut. And he says they can never feel pleasure of sex. Of course he does not know how it feels. He doesn't know how circumcision affects a man's life, or more precisely, how it does not.

He always goes on about how uncut guys are so much more happier, and full, and feel better. So he isn't advocating anything except how being uncut is just better.

And if you're cut and are proud of being cut, he HATES that. He will try and force you to think like a victim. Like coerce you into falling in with his view. He coerced me into feeling robbed of my foreskin at a point when I was already suicidal for other reasons.

The more is NEVER FORCE A VICTIM TO MAKE AN ELITIST POINT.

Iatrogenic Pain....

I had an epidural steroid injection. Just because I do not want to have to explain it all, I'll paraphrase from the signed report that went along with the procedure:

"The patient was placed prone on the CT table and localizing transaxial images were performed. 
After choosing the appropriate level for access, the lumbar region was prepped and draped in 
standard sterile fashion. The skin and subcutaneous tissues along the anticipated needle tract 
were anesthetized with 1% lidocaine. A 25-gauge 3.5 inch spinal needle was then advanced under 
CT guidance until the tip of the needle was within the right T11-T12 neuroforamen. 
Approximately 1 mL of Omnipaque-300 mixed with 0.5 mL of 0.5% Marcaine were injected into the 
epidural space. Confirmation of appropriate distribution of the injected materials was made 
with additional imaging. Then, 80 mg of Depo-Medrol mixed with 0.5 mL of 0.5% Marcaine was 
injected into the epidural space. The needle was removed. The patient tolerated the procedure 
without evidence for immediate post procedural complication."

I know they did some nerve damage and it's so frustrating to have iatrogenic pain along with my chronic pain! I had to go to the ER on Feb 1st because the pain was so severe right at the injection site. They got an IV started with hydromorphone ( Dilaudid). I was set to have an MRI to see if there was any damage. MRIs are extremely painful for me because my back can't handle lying there. So they also gave me fentanyl. I was able to complete the 3.5 hour MRI relatively pain free. They didn't find any gross damage. But between the time I got accepted to the ER at 5pm and when I was discharged, I had 5 vials of hydromorphone (Dilaudid) and 5~6 vials of fentanyl. The pain is still increased so I'm setting up meetings to see which medicines I can go on until it heals.

Updating the Records

I'm going back through past posts and revamping them. Making them more professional. So stick around or check back soon.

From Russia with Memes Part 2

Fish can't survive long out of water; Russians can't survive long off a carpet.


I- I don't have the psychological skills needed to comment here.


"Parret Preacher?" Sounds like a new show on TLC... You know that'd be some TLC bullshit. But I do want to see that parret walk into his birdhouse like Sherman Hemsley walks into church in "Amen"


Teaching a crayfish how to "be rachet."


Who saw "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo" (2011). Directed by David Fincher? This looks like the opening where they have those monochromic humans. And Karen Oh's Voice...
"For peace and trust can win the day despite of all your losing."


Little Vladimir is playing with pop pop's gun again. Little punk ass.


I have to buy bread in Moscow next time knowing this disgusting man might have laid on it.


Ho ho ho! Santa Stalin! "Some of the youths have asked for enough food to eat.... No..... Less for Ukraine....."


"No........... No.. I clean bomb now, Mista Khrushchev"


Oh.... well.... Larisa's dead where the drinks!


"What gun would Jesus choose?"
Well he would use a FN P90


Whoa... Just imagine Putin completing the trifecta...


Alright, I am only commenting on the old perv's hair. It's a hairstyle that is a buzz cut with the bangs still on.....


Mon Mothma?


Fuckin' photo bombing heffers!! We want to see the cow!!

"Da?"......

"Nyet......"

More of a little treat. Riding a bear and sporting a cunt cap...

From Russia with Memes Part 1

This is the cover for my new coffee table book called "Estrus: A Russia //in// Love."



Look how sultry that bitch is!



We know that's Sergey Golovkin



The one on the left is really into it.



It's Bat Russian!!! He's come to save the day.....! or to just drink it away.


That's Russian Spiderman




"Alright class! If it become threat, we put broom through wheelchair kid's wheels."



He died in the Great Patriotic War (WWII) so you could have the illusion of free choice..... and so you could bring booty back.

What kind of bakery is this?! Andrei Chikatilo's bakery???

The Russian Human Centipede (Soviet Centipede) didn't do as well.

So much Russian in the air, it has started to condense on the walls.

Part 2 coming soon...

Phlebitis or cellulitis? Updated

 I had a standard IV line. In for about 8 hours. Just opiates and contrast. The next couple days I developed this bruise. It's painless and healing at a steading rate. But I took a lot of aspirin the day *after* I had the IV. Can aspirin retroactively increase bleeding? Yes... Yes it does.


 This is the start of it at around 2 days after the IV
















This is 7 days after the IV. Slightly tender if rubbed





 Here it is on the same day (7 days) but this shows the petechia.



I think it might be related to the MRI contrast agent I received. Possible allergic to it.

Broken Record

I started having hallucination and I would sit in my room and I would hear, verbatim past arguments that have been had. Not always involving me, just arguments in the living room in general. I know it's fake but it's like a record. Each individual's voices is perfectly perseved. I can keep track, like "oh it was that fight yesterday so today will be the (X) fight," These were/are literally recordings, that somehow, for some reason, are being played now.