El doctor Mengele, por favor, ayudar a nuestros niños! (Short story, 18+, Contains medical torture and Nazism. TM*)

 In the late 1960's, in the poorest areas of Brasilia, a wonderful new doctor from Deutschland moved into the area. He was a pediatrician and that fit him so well because he adored children. He would work on the poor children for free. Josef Mengele had a foggy past but no one knew, let alone cared.

     The regular children at the clinic just loved "Tio" Mengele. Always had the best sweets in his coat.

     One day, parents of two boys ran into the clinic. Josef was of course the only staff on call in this few room clinic that the doctor also owned out right. He hurried the boys, who were about 10, into an exam room. He asked the parents to wait, to save them the distress of seeing any mishaps. As Josef entered the exam him he noticed something that raised his mood more than any drug. The boys, were twins. Identical too. The good doctor couldn't believe what the Norse Gods have sent him. "Es gibt immer Hoffnung für Arier sein." he said to him self. It was time to start eugenics again.

     He had to inform the heart broken parents about their boys' death. Josef said it was Reye's Syndrome which was still unclassified. To  absolutely no fault to the parents they believed, and they also believe that it was a biohazard risk to see the "bodies" of their young sons. No biohazard ever existed but Josef was so gifted in making up false threats. He matured in a world of faux Jewish threats of course. He told the parents their sons' remains had to be cremated for safety. He gave them the ashes of two stray dogs.

     The boys only had a minor illness which resulted in stupor. Josef quickly stabilized their condition.

     The twins were very much alive and healthy. "Tio" Mengele moved them to the secret basement lab of his free clinic. They lie on two separate metal gurneys, strapped and gagged of course.

     Good ol' Josef thought, in his native Deutsch tongue, "Unser Führer wäre so stolz!" I'm sure he would have been too.

     Mengele saw the complete terror in the innocent eyes. Doc did the only sane thing of course: he giggled like a teen getting their first smart phone.

     Doctor cut the vocal cords so they wouldn't need a full time gag. Then wheeled the young twins into the OR, where the needle and thread were ever so ready.

Funny Story! Also a Watch Out/Heads Up

     Okay, so this started about a month ago. A guy using the name "Jason Beckerman" tried to scam me over the internet. So first he emailed me. Said he found me on a dating site. Of course, he made himself into the "perfect lover." He said he was teaching in Barbados and travels all the time. He said he came from money and had a big house out in Cali. Always would say shit like: "I will love you until the end of time. We can travel the world together." Just corny and SUPER religious shit like that. His less than perfect english and his odd hyper-religious fervor told me right away that he was no good. But I decided to bait the hook, see how it would end. I guess cause I'm super bored. So I played along. I was also curious about what he wanted in the end. He did end up using that african prince scheme.

 This is a picture that the guy calling himself "Jason Beckerman" sent to me. I just want to put the picture and his m/o out there so maybe, just maybe someone will see this and not end up scammed.

Russian Neo-Nazis don't Even Deserve old Swine Shit. They're becoming the Death Squads of Russia

     Russian neo-nazi group, Occupy Pedophilia is an anti-LGBT death squad that is passively backed by the government. They abducted LGBT youth and torture them over the course of several days, most often resulting in the death of the victim. They will video tape and take many pictures to document the suffering they inflict on the LGBT youth. They will post it online where it is admired throughout Russia and the surrounding countries.

     I don't share this to cause outrage, anger, sadness, or shock. I share it because it is reality. Also, like myself and many of you, these youths were just being LGBT. The act of being, got them physically, sexually, and psychologically tortured and murdered. I could easily have been a victim if I just simply was born there.

Just Wanted to Rub Out a Quick Idea!

     Oh shirtless Putin the Hunter (and fisher, and pilot, and dictator, and horseback rider, and savior of the Siberian Tiger), you can suck my fuckin' dick and like it! Ooh I hate your ass.

     If he ever needs a "son" on a hunting trip, I'm right here you nenavistnym svoloch'.

Trauma and How Nothing Will Ever be "Quite" The Same

     No this is one thing that I think is hurtful and never address because one doesn't want to seem like the bad guy. Well, as you know, I don't really care, so let me address it.

     I have chronic pain as you know, around 85+ surgeries since I was born, father issues, so I know hardship. I see these people on TV and the news who have had medical intervention and how they are just perfect, spotless, and sexy. These interventions are most often very minor in terms of what a lot of people have to go through. The host is always so teary eyed and says how beautiful this story is. Say like a gold medalist who has congenital absent feet.

     Sorry but my heart doesn't go out to said feetless swimmer. If it was a terminally ill 27 year old graduating college, then that is different.

     I am 18 and I still have two more years of high school that I missed due to my bane, pain. Also I was kept lucid after being paralyzed twice after two surgeries, two weeks apart so that they could keep an eye on my nerve function. That can only truly be done when the person is lucid. I was 8 at the time. I had a very painful infection in my lungs at the time and my back had just been opened and closed six times. I was given succinylcholine when they re-taped my intubation tube. At that time, I thought I was going to die and was ready. I was fucking 8 and I was calm and ready to die.

     Never see horror stories like that get a lot of media attention. Maybe it's too real for them.

     Also when they do talk to people who've had medical interventions, the people always say, "I can do anything a non disabled person can do" which isn't quite true. Not to undermine my own cause here but I only have back pain and I am unable to become the MD that I always wanted. I may not even be able to attend fuckin' college with this pain. Fucking idiots, rich dicks, and fucking rich idiot dicks can become doctors but I most like can't only due to a physical disability.

     I may sound like I am going against what I have said in the past, maybe cause I'm pissed or maybe because I'm not going into enough detail. I guess it's just that minor medical issues are treated with more of a "poor poor you" attitude than the real hardcore, life effecting medical issues by the media.

Asylum Seekers-More Anti-LGBT Russian Bullshit

     Now yes, I am the kind of person to go out for milk and come back with an asylum seeker. That's just me, I own my actions! If you are more gifted in terms of money then I am (Bought a pack of gum which maxed out my credit card XP), I would hope you would consider donating to help victims of this Putin controlled hell hole. I wont point out any one organization but there are many.

     Ok, Putin said a while back that he was doing this to protect the children which I can tell you came right from his ass, right in the middle of his ass. Studies show that 20% of LGBT youth will attempt suicide at least once. That number goes up to 40% when laws like this come into action. The number of homeless LGBT youth also rises.

     So the blood of 16 year old Sasha, who slit his wrist because he was gay, and all the actual cases of LGBT suicide in Russia is soaking your hands Mr. Putin.

Fuck Russia's anti-LGBT Stance!

     Now yes I am an American but I am also bisexual, so I care about issues like this. I am not going to pretend I know what Russia is like but I do know there horrid treatment towards LGBT. This issue is not in western media anymore as far as I know. I just want to try and bring attention to this and to Please help asylum seekers. Please. I guess it's fine to do borderline homosexual acts and abuse new Russian army recruits (aka Dedovshchina) but not ok to do non torturous LGBT acts...

     I mean, poor Andrei Sychyov, ндре́й Серге́евич Сычёв. Had to have his legs, genitals and, a finger amputated. Among severe gangrene in his legs, he also had severe trauma to his genitals. That was considered all on the up & up at the time. 

     I'll stand up to Russia, I don't mind one bit ;-)

     Also, the anti-LGBT stance in Russia will be a subplot in my next story, We're a Family From Blood, Not of. The link to my writings:
http://chirostenotes123.deviantart.com/

      It should be uploaded when I start writing it! Haha.

You Are a Proud Human, let NO Fucker Take That Away!

     Being in chronic pain and on medicine for that last 4 years caused learned helplessness in me. Along with piss poor teachers and all the Dr. No Clue Fuckwads out there, I felt that any past hopes I had for adult me, were lost to the Universe. When those hopes are gone, you feel like they have been cut out without anesthesia. But they are still in you, waiting for the right time. They know that time too.

     Having been off opioids for 2 weeks, the first time in 4 years, caused past hopes and dreams to erupt from my core. I felt like I could become a Proud goddamn Human! That I was and still am a Proud Human. That goes for everyone, from regular Petr in the Czech Republic to Samantha in New York who has cancer.

     To love yourself, you must be Proud. Be Proud of what you have done, what you can do, what you can go through.

     You may think that others control your Pride, they don't and never will and just can't. It's all yours.

     Take your Pride and say "I am a Proud goddammit!" Teachers and doctors and fuckers and bitches and bastards can Never touch it. It is all yours.

     You can and will be whatever you dream of, because you are Proud!